Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I'm Not Fat

Actually, my body is covered in fat. I carry several unwanted, unneeded, unhealthy pounds on my frame. I could lose a LOT of weight, to be sure. And I want to. And, I will. I do have to buy XL clothing, sometimes bigger. Due to my size, I'm limited by certain activities. It's awkward and embarrassing sometimes being my size. But, I'm not fat.

I'm a woman; I'm not fat.
I'm creative; I'm not fat.
I'm a hard worker. Not fat.
I'm a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Not fat.
I'm a soul. Not fat.
I'm a Christian. Not fat.
Do you get it? I'm NOT fat.

I'm a mother; I'm not fat
I'm a daughter, a sister, a neighbor; I'm not fat.
I'm a friend,
I'm a learner
I'm a daughter of God.
I'm not fat.

But I AM human
I AM imperfect
I AM respectful, respectable, worthy of love.
I AM intelligent
I AM compassionate
I AM important
I AM special, valuable, meaningful.
Don't you see?
I'm not fat.
I AM NOT fat.

Fat is not who I am. Fat does not define me. Fat doesn't matter. I matter. I'm not fat. I'm not fat. I'm me!

4 comments:

Moorhead07 said...

you are beautiful the way you are. But Sweety if it bothers you there are so many things you can do. Should Check out the biggest loser, I have a code on my Cheerios box that may help you get started. You are a very awesome mother, person, and friend and you have so many others that care about you and love you just as much as I do no matter what you look like. :D Love ya :P

happyme said...

I had that conversation with myself years ago. I realized I have fat on me, but I am not fat. No one IS fat. You are awesome, love this post.

Stephanie said...

Thanks, Happyme! I think you're either Shelly or Marissa, but either way I can't get on your blog... invite me? royalkrasm@gmail.com.

Kerrie, thanks for loving me. :)

RysJunk said...

I love IT!!!! great reminder for the summer when everyone is so obsessed with a few extra lbs! we are real people under there!! you are so great!